Yup, I'm a horrible journalist... I have had such a hard time keeping up with this thing. Seriously. My mind has been in a bajillion different places since I've moved.
I'm still with out a job... This makes it a Year and 6 months that I've been looking. I'm quite frustrated and very aggrivated, after several interviews, and tests, and a stupid degree noone wants a well educated person. That bugs me to no end.
Life would be so much easier if I could just find a damn job. If only..
Everything as suffered from my bank account, to my relation ships with my family and friends.
I try to take each day as it comes at me but more often than not my days end with more drama than they began with. Some times I think that I have a big tattoo on my forhead that says "Drama Welcome Here." I don't know why it likes to gravitate in my general direction but it does....
I often find myself wishing I was anywhere but here... People ask me how I am and what I really want to say to them is.... I'm in hell.. But I smile and nod... and say that I am fabulous. Just to please everyone else around me.
I try to make everyone happy at the expense of me feeling miserable... So far it's not worked out in anyone's favor... We're all miserable for one reason or another.
I just wish I could fix the world's problems. That would be nice. I just want everyone to be happy.
Anyway, that's my update not much has changed since my "return part duce."
I'm really trying to keep up with thing I promise... I'm just really horrible at it. So please feel free to nudge me if you actually want to read more.... or if you're just bored out of your mind.
Catch you all later, here's hoping things look up very soon. I'm tired of looking down that's for sure!
